The Drapery Falls

A note before you start reading, If you read the first line of this post & didn't understand what the hell I am talking about, then stop reading it, you won't understand it unless you have been through it.

Have you ever met someone who shake the core foundation of your self? Because when you do, you enter a conflict between you and your self! you start thinking day and night, you cannot sleep well, & you fall into depression, you get a very strange feeling toward yourself, mixed between hate & love, some times hatred.

You know, when spending 20, 40, 60 years hoping that we will not face our weaknesses, but deeply inside we know it is about time...  the day comes, & we meat that person who represent one of our weaknesses, he makes us angry at ourselves, because we know about this weakness & we tried many times to change ourselves, but we never succeeded. The irony is that we start to  think of that person & we get a strong feeling (I think it is Curiosity) which pushes us to know this person more & more, maybe it is the curiosity to know more about our weaknesses, maybe this will help us to understand ourselves better.

Each day our feelings increase, we become worried all the time, thinking about that person, and how he/ she could shake our core foundation, self confidence decreases, we feel like shit about ourselves...

Our characters are no longer stable, & we struggle to make it stable once again, so we might follow the easy solution & stop seeing this person (we always run, sadly), we eliminate him from our life!, some people decide to face, pushing that person to lie on them to feel better toward themselves, others, release a simple fact, that this person who represent your weakness, has a weakness, they might meet him in his weakness moment, when they do, they feel they are even, they realize that non of us perfect, every one suffers, at that moment they rejoice, and once again, we are stable.